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My magical journey of discovery with Ubuntu

Last night, at 10:45pm, i started installing Ubuntu.

Lemme give some backstory here. We were recently able to get our hands on an external 1.5TB drive, and we hooked it up to the network. About two days ago i finished moving all of my data over to that drive. It occurred to me that since i now had the option of backing up all of my stuff, i had no reason to stick with Vista. Or rather, no real reason to not give Ubuntu another whirl.

I was able to find a really neat walkthrough on how to set up a dual boot with Vista/Ubuntu when Vista is installed first. I can’t find my Vista install CD, and didn’t want to be left dead in the water. So dual-boot it was.

It should be noted here that i am not the average computer user. I started doing tech support in 1999, and have been working in that field supporting PCs and Macs. I don’t know much about Linux, and have heard that Ubuntu is a nice little wading pool that i can use to get me started. It’s supposed to be all sorts of user-friendly, with the “it just works” attitude.

I downloaded Ubuntu 9.10 (the latest release), burned the .iso to disc, created a new partition on my hard drive, and last night at 10:45pm, i started installing Ubuntu. Just because i can, i took notes. With timestamps, no less. Here are my notes from this process. For the sake of my sanity, i am not worrying about correct capitalization in my quoted note bits.

10:45pm – started ubuntu install.
10:49 – have been @ black screen for 1-2 minutes. had an ubuntu logo for ~30 seconds, but it’s gone now.
10:51 – restart.
10:53 – trying install again. flashing cursor (~30 sec.)
10:54 – ubuntu logo.
10:55 – black screen. no indications of disc/HD activity.
10:59 – black screen flickered briefly, went back to no indications of disc/HD activity.
11:09 – no change. restart.
11:11 – tried “check disc for defects” option. flashing cursor.
11:12 – ubuntu logo.
11:13 – black screen. no disc/hd activity. held down power button to restart, briefly saw error message: “unable to find a medium containing a live file system.”

Tried partitioning the unallocated space with no format, no drive letter.

11:40 – install again. flashing cursor (~30 sec), ubuntu logo, blank screen.
11:45 – hard boot, went back into vista.

Created new Ubuntu disc from the .iso, using InfraRecorder on the slowest write speed (as per recommendation from the Ubuntu forums)

12:17 – starting over, selecting option to check disc for defects. back to the blinking cursor, logo, blank screen. again, no disc/hd activity.
12:25 – restarted after same error message about “live file system”

As per a post i found on some Ubuntu forums, i ran chkdisk /r /f . This took several episodes of Star Trek DS9… about 2.5 hours. It found 0 bad file records. From there, i tried again to install Ubuntu from the disc. Now i noticed that the error message was that it could not find the .iso. Decided to try installing in Windows with a program called Wubi.

3:18am – restart into ubuntu, decided to try alternate boot options.
- tried with “safe graphic mode” – led to the ever-present blank screen.
- tried with ACPI workaround – looks like progress…? getting lots of text on screen, then it actually proceeded to install! holy fucking shit batman!
BUT! on reboot (@ approx. 3:34am), got back to black screen. had booted into normal mode, will try recovery mode next…. same problem.

This is about when i noticed that if, instead of holding down the power button to hard boot my computer, if i just hit it once and let go, it would drop me into some kind of shell. Whee! This is the error message i got:

Gave up waiting for boot device. Common problems:
- Boot args (cat /proc/cmdline)
- check rootdelay = (did the system wait long enough?)
- check root = (did the system wait for the right device?)
- missing modules (cat /proc/modules ; ls /dev)
ALERT! /dev/sda1 does not exist. Dropping to a shell!

Booted into Vista. Restarted into normal Ubuntu. Got comfy. Same routine with the cursor, logo, and inescapable blank screen. Fark that. Booted back into Vista. Uninstalled wubi-ubuntu. Ran Ccleaner. Deleted blank partition, expanded primary partition (back to having only one partition on the HD). rebooted, went back into Vista.

4:15 – ran wubi. rebooted when it prompted to do so, selected install with ACPI workarounds. installing is very slow. completed. rebooting into ubuntu.
4:28 – logo. waiting. same errors. typing “exit” in the shell just brings me back to to same errors i quoted above.
4:32 – rebooting back into Vista. Researching. some things to try:
- sudo gedit /boot/grub/menu.lst
(make sure root = /dev/sda1)
4:41 – rebooting back into ubuntu to try this…. sudo is not recognized? gedit is not recognized? how the hairy fuck am i supposed to DO any of this shit that’s being recommended if i can’t get to a shell that recognizes these commands?!

Here’s where i finally got my poor husband involved. He knows way more about Linux than i do. Apparently, the problems i was having? Were not uncommon with people trying to install 9.10, and that 9.10 was just a really problematic release. HA! Okay, so, time to dig up a copy of 9.04. While i was at it, i figured i’d burn two install discs: one for Ubuntu Studio 9.04 (since i’ll be installing those apps anyway), and one for Ubuntu 9.04. It should be noted that ALL of the installs i’ve been using thus far have been amd64 releases, because i have an amd64 processor. I checked around, and was able to find no reason to not keep using the amd64 versions of these iso files.

And, having just read a few things about how 9.10 installs had borked some folks’ master boot records, i decided it was as good a time as any to create a Vista Recovery Disc. I’d been needing to do that for a while, and i was not going to proceed any farther without it. Got that done, moved on…

5:55 – installing ubuntu studio 9.04 from a disc onto a blank HD partition. NO WUBI this time. FUCK WUBI. got the blinking cursor after selecting install. install STARTED?! … failing on cd-rom drives. how is this possible? i’m installing from… oh. well, i’m installing from a dvd-rom. but uh. trying again. no. aborting install. moving on to plain ubuntu 9.04 install.

LAST. ATTEMPT.

6:18 – installing plain ubuntu 9.04 (64 amd release), again onto partition, again NO WUBI (doing this from disc). Ooh. New error message! Yay!

ERROR: Your BIOS does not provide ACPI_PSS objects in a way that Linux understands.

Fuck a bunch of this shit. No really. I was, at that point, 15 minutes away from working on this for eight solid hours. You know, i have issues with Windows, but i have NEVER IN MY FUCKING LIFE HAD A WINDOWS INSTALL TAKE EIGHT BLOODY HOURS. Never in my life have i seen people offering such helpful suggestions as “trouble installing this OS? just boot into the OS and re-write your cd-rom drivers.” HELLO. HOW CAN I BOOT INTO THE OS IF I CAN’T INSTALL THE OS AND FUCK THE HELL OUT OF WRITING MY OWN DRIVERS. JUST NO.

And thus concludes my magical journey of discovery into the happy unicorn land of Ubuntu.

How to be a grocery ninja

Every week, i can’t help but gloat on Facebook about how much i saved during my weekly grocery run. I think my best yet was one where i paid around $100, but my savings were around $50. There were a lot of stock items (condiments, rice, flour, etc), but ultimately the food from that one shop lasted us about 2-3 weeks. Today i spent about $80 and saved $40. I figured i’d share some tips on how to get started, and how to keep up with it every week.

How to get started

First things first: get yourself a coupon organizer. I think mine cost maybe $3. It’s a plastic sectioned envelope type thingie, and came with alphabetized inserts for the tabs (i like to alphabetize by brand, but that’s just me). There are some nicer ones out there, but the goal is to save money. Hell, if a fancy schmancy coupon organizer is going to make you more inclined to use it? Go nuts. Whatever floats your duckies.

Make sure you get some decent scissors. Again, nothing fancy here. The trick is to keep them in the coupon organizer so that other members of your household don’t try to use them for something else, thus dulling the edges. Or if you already have some you can use, good times. If they don’t cut through thin paper very well, you can sharpen them up a bit by cutting through a layer or two of tin foil every now and then. Coupon paper tends to be pretty thin, so decent scissors are important, if for no other reason than keeping your frustration levels low.

Get a Sunday paper. Sometimes my local paper does a “double coupon” Sunday paper, but it doesn’t give you more variety of coupons, just more of the same. That can be nice for when you’re getting started, but it’s going to be more expensive than the usual paper, and not really worth it once you’ve built up a good stash of coupons.

The weekly process

I like to get it all done on Sunday: go out, pick up a paper, do my coupon bits (more on that in a minute), then go back out and do the shop the same day. But yanno, whatever fits your schedule.

Once i have my paper, here’s what i do: i pull out all of the store inserts and the coupons, and put the rest of the paper straight back into the plastic bag it came in. Go through all of the store inserts – the “less likely” ones first. I’m probably not going to need anything from Target or Best Buy, but sometimes you run across some good deals that way. (I recently had to get a new monitor; it was a President’s Day sale at Office Depot – $30 off the usual price. Score!)  Toss the inserts as you’re done with them. The grocery store inserts get put aside for later.

You’ll find some surprising deals in there. I have coupons for oil changes, restaurant coupons (buy one get one free at IHOP, hell yeah), eye exams – all sorts of stuff.

Next up are the coupons. They usually come in little unbound booklets. This is actually somewhat tricksy: you’ll see a lot of stuff that you wouldn’t normally buy, but oh hey there’s a coupon. I try to only clip coupons for things i would be buying anyway. You don’t want to get into the mindset of buying something just because you happen to have a coupon for it. Also, some of those coupons aren’t really as good as they might sound: any coupon that says “X amount off when you buy two”? Commits you to buying two of that item. Sometimes those are handy, but i’m inclined to ignore them, especially when the math just doesn’t add up.

Example: today i saw a coupon for a dollar off of Pringles… when you buy four of them. I’d be saving $0.25 per can of Pringles; around here, they go for almost $2 a can, pre-coupon – i’d be spending $7 and saving $1. Ew. Avoid “spending money to save money”, because nothing saves money quite like not spending it in the first place. I guess if you really like Pringles, it’s okay. If you must clip those coupons, try to combine them with in-store deals for a better bargain. Progresso soups are buy one get one free this week, and you have a coupon for $1 off when you buy two? Sweet!

Once you’re done clipping the coupons, file them away in your organizer. You can file as you go, but i find it’s more time-efficient to clip them all, then file them. You’ll notice that coupon expiration dates vary by quite a bit. Today i found some coupons that expired in 2-3 weeks, and a few that were good until July. In any case, just file them and move on. We’ll come back to the coupons in a minute.

Next up: the grocery inserts. Most areas have more than one large chain; around here we have Kroger, Publix, and Wayfield. Sometimes one store has better/more deals. They’re in competition with each other, so a lot of times, they’ll have sales on similar items.

Open Notepad (or any other text editor you prefer), and as you go through the store inserts, make a list of what sales you’re interested in from each store; be sure to list the brand and the deal in question. Example: “classico pasta sauce – buy one get one free.” Be sure to keep each store’s sales in separate lists, so you don’t get confused about what’s on sale where. If you want to be uber-ninja about it, you can split up your shopping at the different stores, but i usually can’t be bothered to go that nuts. So when you’re done, you can decide which store you’re going to be visiting this week, based on which one has better/more stuff on sale. As you’re going through the pages, come up with a mental meal plan.

Back to the coupons. With Notepad still open, go through each section of your organizer and look at the coupons; now that you know what’s on sale, you can try to combine the in-store deals with coupons for better savings.

An important tip: as you’re going through the coupons, take note of the dates on them. Pull out the ones that are going to expire by next Sunday; toss anything you won’t need to buy that week. This process is good for two reasons: first, it helps keep your organizer up to date, and free of frustrations ($5 off this awesome thing that expired a month ago, arg). Secondly, it can be a good reminder of the things you don’t always think about buying – light bulbs, batteries, a new toothbrush, etc. But if you don’t need it right away, and you have another coupon for it that expires later, just toss it. Be merciless. Coupons don’t have feelings.

The nice thing about doing your grocery list in Notepad is that you can then rearrange the items in the order you generally shop: produce first, random dry goods next, dairy products next, frozen foods last. Fill it out with things you might need to complete your weekly meal plan (e.g., if you’re buying hot dogs, don’t forget the buns). Then you can either write it down on paper or print it out, whichever ink you feel like using. Put the coupons you’re going to be using in a happy little pile somewhere, or stick them in your pocket/purse/whatever.

Tips for the actual shopping process

You can bring your coupon organizer with you, but i’ve found it a bit unwieldy. Also, it inclines me towards thinking, “oh, i have a coupon for that, i’ll just snag some while i’m here…” No. Resist temptation. Stick to your list. Do not stray from the path.

Don’t be sold on your coupons. Today i had a $3 off coupon for Prilosec, but the generic store brand was $10 cheaper, for twice the amount. Screw the coupon! A lot of your savings won’t actually show up on your final bill, because it doesn’t take into account when you buy a cheaper brand without a coupon. And the in-store deal of 10 bags of Green Giant frozen veggies for $10 sounds great, but not when you compare it to the store brand is selling for $0.89.

Pay attention to the fine print on the items’ shelf tags. Sometimes one brand of ketchup will cost more, but has a better price per ounce. I tend to go for things with a better price by weight or amount, especially with “stock” items – things you keep around the kitchen and don’t use up in one go (spices, condiments, rice, flour, etc). The aforementioned generic Prilosec was $17.99 for 28 tablets, but $18.99 for 42 tablets. You might spend a wee bit more, but you’re getting more for your money. If numbers make your face hurt, snag a calculator to bring with you on your store runs.

As you’re going, weed out the coupons that you’re not going to be using. That way, when you get to the register, you’re not having to stand there and sort through them, trying to remember what you have and haven’t purchased.

Final thoughts

Fresh produce is generally harvested before it’s ripened, which means that it’s ripening en route, be it in the back of a semi-truck or a crate in the back of the store. Canned or frozen produce is harvested and processed when it is already ripe – so it’s actually slightly better for you (which will make it more satisfying/satiating), and will last longer. Also, the prices on frozen or canned produce generally doesn’t vary by season, like it does with fresh produce. I generally only buy fresh fruits or veggies when they’re on sale, or when we just really want something you can’t get canned or frozen – apples, oranges, bananas, that sort of thing.

While we’re on the subject of produce… Organic doesn’t mean what you probably think it means, and the regulations on what can be labeled as “organic” are a bit stretchy. It’s also more expensive. If you really feel the need to buy fresh, organic produce, skip the grocery store and scope out your nearest farmer’s market. If you have a good farmer’s market nearby, see if you can get your spices there. The one we go to has spices in bulk for a fraction of what we’d pay at the grocery store.

Get over brand names. Seriously. Nine times out of ten, the cheaper store brand is just as good as the more expensive name brand.

There are a stupid amount of websites that have coupons you might not find in your Sunday paper. This sounds like a great idea, until you consider that it’s likely you’ll have to print them out. Considering that printer ink is insanely expensive, it’s probably not worth it for your weekly grocery shopping.

That being said, most large grocery stores have websites where you can look at electronic versions of the inserts you’d be getting  in your Sunday paper. So if you forget to pick up a paper, or just don’t feel up for going on on Sunday, you can browse the inserts online and just go through the coupons you already have.

The more you do this, the better you’ll get at it. My first week with coupons, i think i spent $100 and saved $20, and the food i got lasted just under a week. I was proud at the time, but looking back on it, i cringe. A few weeks ago i saw a story in the paper about a coupon-mad mom who feeds her family of four on $20 a week. Don’t expect that to happen right away. Also bear in mind that if you’re comparing deals as you’re shopping, not all of your ultimate savings will show on up on the final receipt. And don’t be discouraged: this really is a skill, and you will get better with practice.

Neverwhere

Inspired by the BBC miniseries for Neil Gaiman’s Neverwhere. Definitely a must-see, if you haven’t already.

[Original image of the London underground is obtained from Wikimedia; i've generally gotten out of the habit of using other people's images for my bits, but i've never even been to London, let alone had the chance to photograph the tube. So there you have it.]

Lindsay as a work in progress

I”m not the Lindsay you knew way back when.

Some people may remember a Lindsay who went out to clubs and restaurants with friends, a woman who would hang out at other people’s houses for days on end. I’m not that person anymore. Truth be told, i was never all that comfortable in loud places – i could never hear anything being said, and felt like i couldn’t speak loudly enough to be heard. The more people there are, the less comfortable i am. I like my own space. I’m an introvert: i enjoy time spent alone – it’s how i recharge my batteries.

Some people may remember a Lindsay who could talk on the phone for hours at a time. I used to like talking on the phone, and then i started doing tech support for a living. Half of a tech support job is making small talk while computers reboot or while antivirus programs do their thing. Nowadays, it’s hard for me to pick up the phone to call someone – even if i really want to talk with them, hear how they’re doing, or tell them that i’ve been thinking about them. Gods bless the internet, because it’s a means of keeping contact with loved ones that does NOT involve phones; an e-mail can be written and sent anytime, whereas phone calls ought to be restricted to non-working or non-sleeping hours. But i’ll admit, i’m not so great at that. I tend to forget there’s a world of people outside of my field of vision. While i used to ignore people out of anger, these days a lack of contact is usually nothing more than sheer forgetfulness – a lack of awareness of the passage of time. That is something that i do try to work on, and it’s not easy.

Some people may remember a Lindsay who wasn’t thin, but wasn’t what you’d call fat, either. I am Officially Fat, and have been for some time. I’m not insulting myself here, just stating a fact. On one hand, i’m no longer inclined to view “fat” as an insult, but as a description – it has no more inherent moral value than tall, short, round or square. On the other hand, i do still have my own self-image issues, as do many people. Those issues have also changed over the years: i’m no longer as concerned about how my belly or upper arms look: i’m more concerned about how my body functions – or how it doesn’t. My health is by no means horrible, but it’s not great either. Fibromyalgia keeps me sore and tired just as often as not, and endometriosis has all but guaranteed that i’ll never pass that on to the next generation. But at the same time, learning to live with those things have taught me how to better take care of myself. I’m better at listening to my body, better at understanding what it can or cannot do, what it does or does not want.

These are but a few examples to show that Lindsay of 10 years ago doesn’t exist anymore. The Lindsay of 5 years ago disappears a little more every day, every week. This Lindsay is a continuous work in progress.

Some people who’ve known me a long time may not see the changes that have occurred, or may not understand how and why those changes have come about. They may be seen as negative things, misinterpreted as having been imposed on me by others. One thing about me that has remained true over the years: i’m not keen on being told what to do, or what to not do. That rebellious streak is less reactive, less self-destructive, but i assure you that it’s still there. The minute i think someone is trying to pin me down, i’m Done. I’m outta there.

Some of the changes may come across as upsetting or depressing, but the Lindsay i am now is a happy Lindsay. I’m married to a wonderful man who loves me – not in spite of all of my idiosyncrasies and faults, but as a whole person. Good and bad, better and worse, in sickness and in health. I’ve long believed that love doesn’t change a person into someone they’re not: it makes them more of who they really are. The Lindsay i am now is more Lindsay than i was a decade ago. I can honestly and openly be who i am, without fear of reprisal or withdrawing of affection.

I remember being a very young Lindsay, a child who would rather curl up in a quiet room with a book, a Lindsay who felt awkward at social gatherings and just wanted to go off by herself. A Lindsay who didn’t understand why she seemed to experience more “growing pains” than any of the other kids around her. I think back on her sometimes, and wish i could tell her that in a whole bunch of years, she’ll get to be herself. She’ll understand more of what’s going on around and inside her, and she’ll be comfortable in her own skin. She’ll have good and bad times, healthy and unhealthy relationships, friends that come and friends that go… and she’ll learn so much from all of those experiences. They’re all Worth It. Chances are, she wouldn’t really understand the depth of all that that entails; i’d have to make do with a “just get through this, kid, and you’ll be okay.”

I remember a Lindsay in her early 20s, a young woman on an emotional roller coaster: intense relationships (good and bad); health issues getting worse, but finally getting names (and treatments) for the causes; loving and losing, and feeling it all perhaps just a little too much. If i could go back in time, i wouldn’t tell her a single thing: i’m a firm believer in giving no spoilers. I wouldn’t want to ruin the surprise of how wonderfully her life will turn out for her. I would want her to experience all of the joy and heartache, the frustration and relief, all so that she can learn from them. All of those things made me who i am today, and i like the person i see in the mirror.

I look at myself now, at this Lindsay of present times. Sometimes i still don’t feel like i know who i am, but i’m okay with that: it’s that feeling of not knowing that spurs on the desire to find out, to learn more. I know myself better than i did five years ago. Five years from now, that same statement will be just as true.

New year, new…

Anyone who knows me knows that with every new year, i like to do a hairstyle. Well, most often it’s a buzz cut. But what about this year? Was it a mohawk? Another buzz cut? A professional ‘do? Only one way to find out…

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Funny thing happened on the way to the grocery store

Every week, i pick up a Sunday paper, clip the coupons, and make my weekly shopping list based on the best deals at the local stores. This week, the better deals were at Kroger (6 miles from my house), as opposed to Publix (4 miles from my house). So i went to Kroger, got a good haul of food (at least 2 weeks worth), and saved $40 with in-store deals and coupons. Booyah.

While i was there, my husband texted me to let me know we were low on dog food. So i went to the pet food aisle and when i saw the dog food in question, i was dead certain that it was cheaper at Publix. So i finished up my shop at Kroger, loaded groceries into the trunk of the car, and then made my way to Publix.

In the Publix parking lot, i had to slam on the brakes to narrowly avoid hitting a little black cat that had run in front of my car. I wasn’t going all that fast, but it still rattled me – partly because i’d almost hit a kitty, but also because it made me sad that this kitty was running through a grocery store parking lot. I watched it, and it quickly ran off into some nearby woods, which was certainly the better alternative.

I made my way to a parking spot, parked the car, put the club on the steering wheel, all the usual stuff. Got out of the car, locking the doors on my way out, and went into the store. Felt like i was missing something. I haven’t carried a purse in months, preferring a slim wallet in my back pocket, so it wasn’t that. I did a quick check: wallet in back pocket? Yes. Phone in front pocket? Yes. Keys clipped to belt loop? No. No? Keys in pocket? Also no. Um. Keys? Well, crap.

I ran back to my car and arrived to see my keys happily resting on the front seat, where they’d fallen when i hadn’t quite clipped them to my belt loop. Oops. Did a quick check of all of the doors, just in case they were pretending to be locked but really weren’t. Heh. No go on that. So i called the friend i’d bought the car from and asked him if he knew any tricks regarding opening the car without keys. He didn’t, but we had a good laugh about it.

I then called Progressive, my insurance provider. I have roadside assistance on my plan, and figured that was my best bet. I have to say, i love Progressive. Love love love. Best auto insurer ever. The people are always friendly, the service is always good, and it’s just good times. The lady i spoke with was, as per usual, friendly and helpful, got all my information and said someone would be along shortly.

About fifteen minutes later, someone was there and used some spiffing tools to get my car open. Absolutely brilliant: he used an inflatable pad to ease open the top of the door, and then used a long thin wide plastic-covered wire to push the unlock button. Presto! Completely awesome. I thanked him profusely, got my keys, locked the car back up (naturally making sure the keys were firmly clipped to my belt loop, and signed the paperwork that stated he’d helped me. No charge. Have i mentioned i love Progressive?

Went into the store, snagged a cart and went to the pet food aisle. The punchline, folks, is that the dog food? Same price in Publix as it was at Kroger. HA! But i decided to splurge on some pumpkin egg nog (!!!), so it was worth it.

And for whatever reason? I think this is all absolutely hysterical. I’ve never locked my keys in my car before. First time for everything, i suppose.

Old family photos

As much as i love posting pictures of places and things, i’m somewhat protective of pictures of my immediate family. I had a few pictures of my dad and brother hanging out on my brother’s porch, but i didn’t like that it showed enough background landmarks to determine whereabouts he lives… so i chose to not post them. I wish i’d managed to get some indoor pictures so i could have posted something. That’s on my to-do list for the next time i visit, because i like seeing their smiling faces.

When i was in Chicago, my dad and i went through my grandma’s enormous box of family photos. In that box are hundreds of pictures – even some old daguerreotypes. I took pictures of some of them until i realized there were just too many, at which point i started scanning them in on my parents’ computer. I emailed them to myself, and just took an hour or two to crop ‘em, clean them up, and now i’m posting them.

So, in chronological order, there are oodles of my family pictures behind the cut.
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Vacation, part 3: Chicago

Holy snap and good gravy, i can’t believe i’ve forgotten to post these. These are from my vacation back in, what, August? Clicky to view parts one and two.

Okay, so my parents picked me up at the train station after my nice long ride on Amtrak. I had a funny little moment where i thought i was going to wind up being over an hour late; turns out that my phone hadn’t bothered to change time when we crossed the time change line. Fun stuff.

It feels like i didn’t get as many pictures of Chicago as i did of Michigan, but my dad, stepmum and i did take a few trips to various parts of Chicago and East Chicago specifically for the purpose of taking pictures. So without further blathering, here are some pictures behind the cut.

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